what i have gotten myself into???

i saw a flower. wanted to pick it.n i did. now its mine .complete. i saw another 1 flower, different variety. wanted it as well. now im almost getting it.perfect. infact i have gotten it.nice. but what about the old one?

i want both, but thats not possible. i am ashamed of my self. i don't deserve both. d last flower doesn't seem to mind i already have one, but i do. how?

im torn between 2.....