zombie mode

its been 3 days since i slept. surviving with shots of panadol activ fast every morning. keeps me smiling like a scary clown all day. life  is painfull. ....

just finished the first part of my sem end thesis presentation for uel reps. gosh, was nervous but i managed to pull through. tomorrow is the last part of the presentation and thesis submission and validation and publishing. wish christmas is here sooner. wish it will snow. wish i can a whole turkey to my self. but all dat wont happen. christmas will only come on 25. it wont snow on the equator. and i will explode if i ate more than a morsel. i feel like hitting some one. this degree thingy is making me depressed. most people seem to enjoy college life. they are like partiying 24/7. how is that possible?there is so much to do. i need a shave. and a haircut.  how come college students can come like so well groomed anytime of the day? that takes time. and time is one thing i cant afford to loose. i need to see my shrink. at this rate, i will go bamboozel fast.  things are getting more sunnier lately, thank god for that. just hopes this continues to blossom. probably i wont end being zombie after all.^^