Thursday, 26 February 2009
jai ho!!!!!!!!!
Monday, 23 February 2009
uncle's award
Sunday, 22 February 2009
tags
Friday, 20 February 2009
L O V E
You came into my life without me realizing it. I did not know that a casual hello can fuel a desire within you. Even though if I knew, I’m not sure if would just have past by without greeting. You came, and took my life by storm, changing me completely, giving me the joy that I did not believe in at first, exist. The joy of being myself, without any inhibitions or pretence to please others, to conform to the norm of the society. I know I am not the same with the others, and you made me feel its ok to be different, because, you were too, different from the others I have known. And then, you broke my heart. You left me without a word. My world crumbled. My eyes dried up. My voice disappeared. My joy vanished. My love, snatched. Questions after questions chased me, killing all the life force that I could muster to drag ma life forward. Why? Why? Why? I decided to let you go as if that is what you wanted, than it gives me satisfaction to see you get it, even though it rips me apart. Time will heal me, or so I thought. Months passed, and I was still crying, silently till I met a friend who showed me, how to carry on with faith that once again I will fin the joy. Guidance came with the hand extended, and I accepted out of gratitude towards the compassion showed. But deep inside, I know that I was lying, and I going to hurt the very hand that guided me one day I learned slowly to live life without you. And when I am getting used to it, you are back wanting explain. Wanting to be together again, wanting to be loved again. What am I supposed to do? Hurt some one else who had been there when I needed a shoulder to lean to, a hand to wipe a way my tears? Trust you to not hurt me again? I still care for you and you will always be my first and last, the only one. Can I trust you again? Can i?
Thursday, 19 February 2009
intamidated
Saturday, 14 February 2009
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
what is the biggest mammal on the earth? "whale!" "whale!"
Sunday, 8 February 2009
walkercise
the crowd, just a drop of it......
just woke up. went to the annual thaipusam chariot procession. walked from jalan tun h.s. lee to batu caves. left kl at 12.30 am and reached batu caves by 4.30 am. whew!!! that was one tiring walk, and the "best" part was mum followed this time. disaster. she was like lecturing the whole time. so, our goal was (by "our", i mean me and my sister) to either walk very fast and reach early and go home or walk very slow and make her wish she did not come. we choose the later. the result blisters. my feet are full with blisters on my sole and had two tears near my toes. it’s hurting. managed to snap few shaky pictures and got yelled by my mother for it. the reason? i slowed her down. the rest of the journey, i did not have mood because i was like being "schooled" by, again mother dear. it was the most painful outing i ever had in my 20 years of existence, with mum on tow. my chariot procession this year is ruined.