Monday, 22 October 2012
Friday, 19 October 2012
lots of questions, yet to be answered.
you scream, you kick, once you decide to turn in to the dark corners of your mind, there is no way out. or so you think, do you?
Saturday, 4 August 2012
Friday, 1 June 2012
Recently, when my brother danced in his university, she was so proud telling to everyone and showing of the pictures. Worst she made me open up the page in the computer to show the pictures. God knows how i felt that time.
I'M DONE WITH ALL THAT.
I decided to dance bharathanatyam without my parents blessings or approval. Because i realized one thing. its not the dance they detest, its just me learning it, and that would not change forever.
What has been a passion since 6, is now about become a reality.
I've told them, i'm doing it. She started yelling and told him. HE got and started to yell. I turned and looked, he just stopped halfway. I kept looking, he became dumbfounded. he went away and sat, and looked at me like he seen a ghost. She came and looked cause he stopped yelling, and i looked at her. she just stood to the ground, frozen to the spot. She walked off with sweat on her forehead.
I looked back at the screen of my laptop, where my webcam was on. I had the raasa raudra on my face. Guess they never saw that coming.
Monday, 2 January 2012
Or so to speak.
This is the first year I had the most quality time on a new year eve that I could ever asked for. I came back to an empty house tired around 11 ish after work only to find there is no food. and worst, none of my house dwellers answered my call.
After shower and two packets of curried instant noodles (bless those who created these little wraps of joy), I slumped into my couch, feeling a bit lethargic but nevertheless the urge to go out and party the night away, and suddenly like an epiphany, the quietness and stillness of the night swept away. At that moment dawned upon me that I was about to begin my journey into a whole new year alone. the itch to kick start the idiot box was surging but I calmed it down by listening to some good jazz and eventually things that I was blessed to experience last year, buzzed from memory. the people I met, the bonds I made, the fun I had, the pain I got all surged into my sight, each one vivid and crystal clear.
The question of did I deserve those things and will it continue creped up and till one my good friend called me, Hdaran ‘s little chat was enough to pump the dwindling spirit. I geared up for the finale, as the clock kept ticking, in my own little way. chocolate, some berries and nuts, frozen yogurt and steered my self into he new year with gastronomic orgasms of the sinful delight. (ok I'm a dark chocolate fan!)
Called my sir boi, and couldn't get through. then it stroked me , he will be church praying. A smile crept about me, and I waited gingerly for his call, while calling the others whom i keep close to my little heart. Then I got the call i was waiting for and I was floating in sweet heavens. Bless him.
And then it rained. as with any other significant moment in my life, it rained for a good 20 minutes till I was soaked and tired form yelping and singing in the rain, playing about happily.
And with that I welcomed 2012 into my arms and embraced it.
Happy New Year People.