The wait was too long. the pain was too overbearing. the yearning was too much. I waited they will give me their approval, their blessing, only to be met with scalding words, and of course the usual yelling and cursing.
Recently, when my brother danced in his university, she was so proud telling to everyone and showing of the pictures. Worst she made me open up the page in the computer to show the pictures. God knows how i felt that time.
I'M DONE WITH ALL THAT.
I decided to dance bharathanatyam without my parents blessings or approval. Because i realized one thing. its not the dance they detest, its just me learning it, and that would not change forever.
What has been a passion since 6, is now about become a reality.
I've told them, i'm doing it. She started yelling and told him. HE got and started to yell. I turned and looked, he just stopped halfway. I kept looking, he became dumbfounded. he went away and sat, and looked at me like he seen a ghost. She came and looked cause he stopped yelling, and i looked at her. she just stood to the ground, frozen to the spot. She walked off with sweat on her forehead.
I looked back at the screen of my laptop, where my webcam was on. I had the raasa raudra on my face. Guess they never saw that coming.
Recently, when my brother danced in his university, she was so proud telling to everyone and showing of the pictures. Worst she made me open up the page in the computer to show the pictures. God knows how i felt that time.
I'M DONE WITH ALL THAT.
I decided to dance bharathanatyam without my parents blessings or approval. Because i realized one thing. its not the dance they detest, its just me learning it, and that would not change forever.
What has been a passion since 6, is now about become a reality.
I've told them, i'm doing it. She started yelling and told him. HE got and started to yell. I turned and looked, he just stopped halfway. I kept looking, he became dumbfounded. he went away and sat, and looked at me like he seen a ghost. She came and looked cause he stopped yelling, and i looked at her. she just stood to the ground, frozen to the spot. She walked off with sweat on her forehead.
I looked back at the screen of my laptop, where my webcam was on. I had the raasa raudra on my face. Guess they never saw that coming.
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